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Who I am does not mean how you treat me.

abstract-woman-face-vector-illustration_fkc9DGu__L (1)She is twenty-one now. She has graduated college with honors. Her family is proud of her. She has a good job lined up. However at unseen levels, she is missing in action. Never telling her parents has been a way of protecting them. Never telling anyone else has been a way of protecting herself. But those choices are not working. She is in a long-term relationship with shame. Sometimes her pain is incomprehensible. There seems to be no possible resolution. Her rape has left ever present residue. The memory of that night lives in a personal backward facing time machine over which she has no control.

Suddenly she is sixteen again, the night of her junior prom.

She had carefully opened the front door hoping not to wake her parents. She knew they would want to hear all about the big night. She had looked beautiful in the before-the-prom photos. But now her suffering showed on the torn blood stained dress and the bruises that were turning darker by the minute. She hurt with every step she took. Would people know when they looked at her? Could she ever trust a man not to hurt her again? He hadn’t used protection. What if..? Regardless, what had happened could not be undone.

As she drowned her tears in the shower, she wondered, what had happened? What had she done wrong? She didn’t drink. She didn’t do drugs. She had said no over and over! She had tried to push him away, but he was so much bigger and stronger. What had he said? “I’ve got a hundred bucks riding on this!” Then he savagely took her virginity.

I know this young woman and her elusive battle between forgetting and remembering. She is not yet ready for anyone to look too closely. If you ever have the opportunity to minister to a soul so broken, I leave you with these myth-busters about rape:

  •  The assault scars most survivors. One of the most profound effects of victimization is the loss of safety and autonomy.
  • Following an assault, victims commonly feel vulnerable, betrayed, and insecure about their abilities to be safe from violation again.
  • The rape can affect many parts of life, for instance, the ability to perform at work, the ability to trust others and to form intimate relationships, and the ability to feel a sense of safety.
  • Studies find that over 90% of women have never told anyone about the sexual assault.
  • Individuals who are violated by someone they know may have more fears than those who were violated by a stranger.
  • And here’s the thing, even after believing healing and recovery have occurred, certain triggers can quickly bring a rape victim back to square one.

Only when the faith one has in their future becomes greater than the pain of their past can one’s most magnificent life begin to unfold.

    Until next time, remember,
  • You are not alone.
  • You are not your circumstances.
  • You have everything within you to live a purpose-filled life.

is a best selling author, Breakthrough Speaker and Spiritual coach. She has spent the last fifteen years mentoring and coaching those needing direction and support in the areas of life skills, leadership development, effective and efficient communications, and improved self-image. Connect with Tyra to get the support and help you need. Contact Info: Tyra Garlington Email: For Bookings and Inquiries: (813) 994-9462 As a Breakthrough Coach, Spiritual Coach and Christian Coach, Tyra offers a variety of breakthrough services including but not limited to: Personal Empowerment Coach :: Spiritual Coaching :: Breakthrough Coaching :: Christian Speaker :: Professional Speaker :: Breakthrough Speaker :: Personal Empowerment Speaker

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